Thursday, August 22, 2013

TOO many Questions still....

              I still don't know the why or the how on your case and I don't understand why it is taking so long to get you Justice. I miss you more and more every minute that passes. If you was still here we would be getting you ready for college right now. The scariest thing about all of this is that I am so scared that I am going to lose you daddy now too. If the person responsible for killing you get off, I will lose your dad to the system...We fight about the littlest things now and I don't like that... I know we can't go back in time and change what happen but some times I sure wish I could... I see little signs of you being around and that makes losing you so much harder. Don't know how much more of the waiting game I can take right now. I have way too many evil thoughts, more than I should have and you know that's not me. I've never thought I could be so evil or have the thoughts that I have, until your murder..... Charli I ask you to help myself and your dad and sister to get the heeling we need and be able to see the brighter side of LIFE again... Love, Your Crazy Lady