It seams like no one even cares if you get your justice, I can't understand how people don't care any more.
To me it's like some young adults get all the news media and you never, It hurts so bad. I long to hold you in my arms again and I never will. I'll never see your smile, your face light up, see your children, never get to see you married to the man of your dreams. All I ever wanted in life was to be the best mother to you and your siblings. I feel like I failed you some how. I didn't protect you enough, I didn't hold on tight enough to keep you safe from this horrible world. That was my only job as a mother and I failed so bad.
Where did I go wrong with you, why couldn't I do my job right? I have so my questions still, but don't know how to get them now.........
My love for you is still so strong, my heart is forever broken knowing that the justice I seek for you may never come. I sit and look at photos of you as you grew and how beautiful you had become in such a short time. The warmest heart, biggest smile and THE MOST unbelievable blue eyes ever.You will forever be in my heart and on my thoughts......
I LOVE YOU, YOUR CRAZY LADY
