Lost with out you

Hey Charli,
 I have been so freaking lost with out you in the last three months. All I do is cry and think how bad I need you here. How much better our world could be with you here with us. I've some really STUPID thoughts these last three months, I know you wouldn't be proud of me for them. October has always been a hard month for me because that's when Kera died but some how you always got me through that month from how excited you would get about Halloween. Then November would get here and I loved how you made us all have such a wonderful Thanksgiving. How loving and giving you were. How your smile would light up the whole world for me......Then Black Friday would be there and how excited you got to start decorating for Christmas. To see you so happy and laughing while putting up all the decorations and wallpapering the whole living room with Christmas paper. How do you get in the Holiday spirit when you were the only one that made it wonderful????????

CharliGore.com

Charli,

    I haven't given up on your Justice, I will fight till my dying breathe. I have asked, begged,pleaded, swore on your grave to have Justice for you. I am not sure what else to do right now. So I setup a website just for you. I know you would be happy we did it but on the other hand I also know that you would be upset with me, because I did. You have never been the type of person to boost about yourself or your life. Now I am doing it for you. The only way I know how to get your story in so many hands is the site. I hope you can understand the struggle it is with you not here, you not being in eye sight. All we have is memories and pictures of your beauty. That is not what a mother or father should live with, just memories. Our children are to bury us, the parents. My hopes with your site is that some one out there can come forward and tell the truth about that night. I know that some one knows what happen to you. Some one seen what was done to you, HOW, can that person live with it this long? The last thing I ever wanted in life was this, but I know how you would fight so I promise you baby girl I will fight this battle for us both. I will not give up EVER!!!!!!! I love you...

Fly High Dragonfly............          The Crazy Lady