An Angel In Heaven Now

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 April was to be a good Month for us I thought, Had a few birthdays to celebrate, Husband's brother n laws then mine. Got through Hubby's and Brother n laws now it's just mine. I was happy to celebrate my next birthday. I was turning 34 this year, Had made it 3 years now since my cancer. I was so looking forward to making many more years. Then the worse thing I could ever imagined happen to my family. My oldest Daughter was MURDERED one week before my birthday.  She was only 15 years old, she had the whole world ahead of her. She didn't deserve what happen to her. I can't write in full detail what all happen because we haven't even went to trial yet, But I wanted a way to release some of the anger I feel. A few friends told me to start blogging. To let it all out, to say what was on my mind and maybe it would help me understand what I was feeling. So this is my very first blog ever. As time goes on I will have more on her case. I just wanted to get it out there for now. To say what I needed to say,  We are waiting on the local law enforcement to get finished with her case to go to Grand Jury. It has been 5 months since her Death and my family is not taking it very well. We all deal with it in our own matter and we accuse each other for her Death. I know it's not right but that's how we have dealt with it so far.  We are working with therapist and other people to help my family through this. And it will take a long time to get through it. Not looking to forget it any time soon. I had so many dreams for my child and she had her own. I just wanted to see her live the best life she could. She had a smile that would light up the world, A heart that would melt even the coldest of hearts. The biggest blue eyes that would just pierce right through you.  She had a heart of gold, never knew a stranger. She would not stand for a bully, every one was a friend to her. She loved to have many animals and wanted to become a vet when she got older. She had medium long brown hair that was always beautiful, even if it wasn't brushed. She was so wise for her years. She had a great head on her shoulders. Knew what she wanted in life and was not scared to do any thing it took to get her there. She had her faults, but that was her, she knew how to take her faults and make them better. She was just the greatest person to be around. Always had a smile on her face and if you was in a bad mood she was going to make it better. She had a style of her own, she didn't have to have the finer things in life to make her happy. She could just make the world better no matter how yours was going . She was the biggest daddy's girl I have ever seen. She had him wrapped around her little finger, and was going to hold on forever. that's just how my child was, now I will never get to see that smiling face again nor will I get to see her grow up and become a wonderful woman, strong and wise and many animals. I will never get to hear her voice to call me the crazy lady..........