Oh Charli PLEASE help,
   I am so conflicted today, from the start of all this we we're told that you was killed for no reason. That your life didn't matter, I never thought I would feel this way today at all. Was told from the start that the persons that killed you left you there and never cared that they did this. I couldn't understand how someone could do this to you. My world has changed so much since 2011, it has changed for all of us Charli. I didn't understand the reason for your death until now, and I don't know how to handle what I have been told. I know that you would had already forgiven and moved on with life, But the hurt is still so raw for us. It's been over two years now since your death and it feels like yesterday that they took your life from us. I truly could see the hurt and remorse in the eyes of your killers. They are tormented every day, but they will never know how we feel. I want to do what is right by you and for you, but I don't know what to do or how to feel about all of this now. Charli I ask you to please show me what you are trying to tell me to do on this whole situation. I really need your help here, you would tell me to forgive that I know, but I don't know how to go about that right now. My head is saying one thing and my heart tells me another. Even at your young age I know you would had done so different with this situation than I have. I'm just not sure what I need to do, I really need you to point me in the right direction here. I need your knowledge so much here. I am so very conflicted, I want them to serve jail time for taking your life, but now I feel like I shouldn't want so many years like I had in the beginning. WHAT DO I DO Charli???????



                                                                                     With much concern: Your Crazy Lady