Emotions way too many!!

I don't even know how to start this blog, but I know I need to get a few thing off my mind this morning. I have tried so many things to keep my mind busy since your murder. And for the most part it's working but days like today your all I can think about. All the question I have and will have I can't get out of my mind. I need answers and I am not getting them. My heart aches for just a voice of reasoning, but it seems like I never get it. The need of seeing JUSTICE for you is so over whelming. After talking to the A.D.A. I don't see that justice will ever be served.